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My Measurements and Weightloss
11 March 2007 @ 07:15 pm
bust: 39.75 inches /// 101 centimeters
chest: 36.125 inches /// 91.7 centimeters
waist:37 inches /// 94 centimeters
hips:46 inches /// 116.8 centimeters
mid: 41.5 inches /// 105.5 centimeters
thighs: 26.5 inches /// 67.3 centimeters
knees: 16.5 inches /// 41.6 centimeters
calves: 16.75 inches /// 42.5 centimeters
upper arms: 12.5 inches /// 32 centimeters
forearms: 10.5 inches ///26.8 centimeters

weight: 175
My Measurements and Weightloss
07 March 2007 @ 09:54 pm
Weight: I don't know
Height: 5'1
Age: 17

Bust: 38.2 inches
Chest: 35.7 inches
Waist: 36.5
Hips: 44
Midway: 39.5
Thighs: 24.5
Knees: 17
Calves: 16
Upper Arms: 12.5
Forearms: 10

What to measure found at:

Current Mood: pissed offpissed off
My Measurements and Weightloss
05 March 2007 @ 12:26 pm
I fucking hate my school.

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04 March 2007 @ 01:06 am
One day, God's going to look at me and say,

"Little Pagan bisexual girl, everything will be okay."

And maybe I'll be able to wipe these tears away.

What's up with this poetic mood I'm in?
I definately had two bags of chips today.
Gotta stop binging.
Someone make me hate myself more, or love myself enough to stop putting that poison in my body.

I wish I felt sick.
Current Mood: annoyedannoyed
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28 February 2007 @ 09:21 pm
I'm going to kill myself.
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26 February 2007 @ 09:57 pm
Who knew that I hated myself this much?

No one cares.
I haven't cut myself in weeks.
But the scars? Oh they're still there.

Little angels, dancing on my wrist.

Why did that tae bo video in aerobics have to suck so much? I stood around for most of it. I hope we do yoga tomorrow. I think I'll do some tonight.

I slept from 3:45 to 7:53

I'll be up late. Maybe I should do that commission that'll get me 20 dollars. Goddess knows I need the money.
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Current Mood: apatheticapathetic
My Measurements and Weightloss
26 February 2007 @ 08:47 pm
An estimated cal count? 1800

Which is at least below 2000.

But I miss last week, totalling at only 400.

Where has all my will power gone?

Down the drain.

Well, maybe it'll come back up as everything else goes into the toilet.

Weight: 175

Not doing the measurements today. I'll kill myself.
Current Mood: lonelylonely
My Measurements and Weightloss
26 February 2007 @ 01:55 am
Weight: 176
Height: 5'1
Age: 17

Bust: 39.5 inches
Chest: 36 inches
Waist: 38.5
Hips: 42.5
Midway: 41
Thighs: 26.5
Knees: 18.5
Calves: 15.5
Upper Arms: 13
Forearms: 11

What to measure found at:

Current Mood: crappycrappy
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25 February 2007 @ 09:39 pm
A is for Ana (the goddess we all love)
B is for binge (sin!)
C is for current weight (Huge)
D is for dancing (it'll make you thin- have you SEEN those ballerinas?)
E is for EDNOS (Those of us who hate our bodies but can't make up our minds)
F is for fat. (fatfatfatfatfat.)
G is for Goal weight (It's too high, lose more)
H is for hell (we live it every day)
I is for interrogation (from our parents, our friends, our loved ones on why we lost 10 pounds in a week)
J is for Juice fast (Yum)
K is for Killing yourself (and loving it)
L is for Loss (more, more more)
M is for menstruation (get rid of it)
N is for "NO!" (to food)
O is for Only (200 cals for the whole week)
P is for Purge (You ate too much, do it)
Q is for quitting (is not an option)
R is for restricting (and watching every calorie you take in)
S is for sorrow (over every pound you gain and every day you don't lose)
T is for time (spent excersizing- two hours or it doesn't count)
U is for ugly (The U in Ugly stands for YOU)
V is for varied (calorie intake- as in 2468)
W is for winning (which is what you do if you keep losing, keep losing)
X is where the treasure's at (as low as you can go)
Y is for youth (destroyed)
Z is for the end (of our lives)